Its 3 months since my last post. I dn't think my disappearance was noticed in the blog world. But still, for those of you who wondered where i was, after an year of rigorous writing, lemme be frank. I was tired.
Tired of bitching about everything that's happening around us. Tired of coming back and writing every week and saying bad about somebody. Tired of forcing my self to write when I had no real motivation to do so. I was tired.
I also had a Chinese intrusion, lol. That's used these days like a status symbol! lol. In the last few posts there were a lot of comments in Chinese that i really could not decode. So no offence to my Chinese friends.
I wanted to come back and post, first when I saw that Hindustan Times on a day when there was lot of turmoil in cricket, had dedicated its first sports page to cricket where as it had 4 glorious success stories in the next two pages. I was angry with them.
I wanted to come back and post after the Pune blast.
I wanted to come back and post after the Maoist attack two days back.
But I never found any motivation. So what changed?
Today i was going through youtube. These days i am obsessed with listening to foreigners speaking or singing in Indian languages and I dunno why ! :(. Am I going mad?
Anyway, looking at the passion that many people showed in what they were doing, i asked myself whether I am doing justice to what i believe in ? forget what I am doing. So after a long break , I am back. I hope I won't quit and run this time but stay. Stay and try hard, even harder to reach as many people as possible. To believe that we can make this country and world a better place.
But, I have made a promise to myself. I will not force myself to post every week. I will post when ever i feel like. No restrictions and no demands. Just like how a free world should be! :)
Lemme end this new beginning by posting two videos which are part of another of my new obsessions. little kids singing , especially Jana Gana Mana. The Indian national Anthem.
Jana Gana Mana by siya Iyer
and
Gitanjali joining the A R Rahman team
Jai Hind and May god bless the whole world
